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…there’s hope….

July 23rd, 2014 · Musings, Shaker

This evening opened the 40th Shaker Seminar hosted by Hancock Shaker Village.  it is being held in Portland , Maine with forays planned to the Sabbathday Lake and Alfred communities.  after a lovely dinner, Brother Arnold of the Sabbathday Lake community spoke to us of “And so keep my way ever Holy: An overview of Shakerism in the Eastward.”

He provided a thorough, and very entertaining brief history of the Maine Shakers. Most endearing, and meaningful to me was the way he put the humanness into the people who lived this lifestyle then, and now.

“The human spirit is the human spirit is the human spirit.”

“There’s still breath in the body, and when there is still breath, there is hope.”

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1 – and done

May 31st, 2014 · 100 Days Project, College students, Musings, My Goals, retirement, Work

It may have begun to sink in — this retirement thing — I realized this afternoon that I no longer work for a living!

Commencement was delightful.  The weather was especially beautiful today – always a good thing when you have wool regalia to wear for three hours.  It’s always rewarding to watch students I’ve worked hard with finish their first degree.  I congratulate them all.

Now onto thinking about what I will do…..

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2 and tomorrow

May 30th, 2014 · 100 Days Project, College students, family, Musings, retirement, Teaching & Learning, time, Work

It’s tomorrow.  Commencement, and the date when I am officially retired!

Funny thing is that I still have tasks to accomplish.  Please don’t ask about the paperwork that I think is completed — thank you especially to the hubby who got me through most of it.  I have an Incomplete grade which means there’s a 50 – 80 page final project to be handed in by a student in about two weeks.  She had her second child early this month, and we have the ability to arrange this for students in these situations.  There’s some office cleaning, and laptop downloading and clean-up to do by the end of June.  But I realize that they are not such huge tasks.

I really think it will be the middle of August before I really feel retired.  That mid-August day when I realize I don’t have four or five classes to prep for; no advisees who show up at the last minute to register, or various meetings to get in before the first day of classes.  Hmmm…that is going to feel pretty wonderful.

Yet, I feel nervous about tomorrow in a way I haven’t yet figured out.  I receive an award, and I’m nervous about sitting on the platform with the other VIPs in front of everyone, particularly if the weather is hot, as my regalia is wool!  I have to get up, but all I need to do is say thank you.  Maybe it’s because it’s a spot light moment, and I’ve never felt comfortable about those.  I don’t know.

I am so proud that my daughter, granddaughter and hubby are going to sit through all that to applaud for me.  That’s wonderful.

After a second glass of wine, some chocolate, a nice bath and evening of reading the new book I bought today — I’ll be ready.  So bring on tomorrow!

 

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3 and celebrations

May 29th, 2014 · 100 Days Project, College students, family, Musings, My Goals, retirement, time, Volunteer, Work

I have learned that retiring is an event surrounded by celebrations!  I have been the recipient of at least three events of others celebrating my retirement, and my life’s work in the last few weeks.  Yesterday, I was one recipient at an event at the college celebrating all of us who are retiring.  I have to admit to being annoyed, over the last month,  when everyone hugged and yelled “Congratulations”!

I can’t really explain how it just seemed not to sit right.  Why were folks so excited?

Yesterday, I figured it out….okay, I know, perhaps you had it figured out at the beginning of the blog.  But, I didn’t.  It’s a goal, a prize, a place that we all dream about.  Even if the dream is not what most think it is, and I certainly don’t intend to get out the old fishing pole (don’t even own one), and sit with a beer and vegetate for years.  I have a long list of house projects, hobby ideas, family times, hanging out with children time, and at least a bazillion books to read.

But I do now understand why so many are happy for me.  I have reached another goal that so many of us work towards.  It’s often hard to remember the goal or even believe in it when you are young.  I’ve certainly been in times in my career where I wondered if I would get that next job, or if it would pay enough, or if it would have insurance, or how I would find child care, or if I would like it as a job.  Those times can weight down the imagining of this time I’ve hit.  I imagined it, and worked hard, really hard, to get here.  Now I’m here.

Just the other morning, I said to my hubby:  I had such a horrid childhood, and there were a few times I didn’t think I’d get to adulthood, no less have this time with a wonderful family, in a wonderful town, with time to decide what to do with.

I also remain who I have always been since I recovered from that childhood: determined to make others’ lives better in even just little ways; and to give to children in some small way.

I have made a difference in my work, and I will continue to make a difference.  I get now that retirement is when I get to make that difference in whatever way I wish to in my own time and way.  Nice, nice.  Congratulations to me!

 

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6, 5, 4 and paper

May 28th, 2014 · 100 Days Project, Books, Musings, retirement, Teaching & Learning, Work

I spent yesterday sorting and packing my office.  I have to admit I had a pretty decent file system going – there were days when I felt I couldn’t find anything, but as I pulled files and placed in recycle, shread, keep or give away piles, I have to admit to being impressed with myself.  But, the fact of the matter is, I still filled four drawers with paper over the fourteen years!  That is a lot of paper!  But it’s dealt with.

I have a couple of more days of sorting books, and small keepsakes before I’m ready to haul it all home.  If I’ve done a decent job of it, I’ll haul home about 6 banker boxes.  I should probably aim for two; but there are a lot of books I want to revisit, or give away in a more thoughtful manner.

I was feeling really rushed until yesterday, but I was finally able to consider that ends always have little tails that have to gradually get rolled up and put away, and that I wasn’t going to have the parts of a fourteen year event all closed up by the end of this week.

So here’s to the task of cleaning out one part of my life’s adventures and moving onto the next (where I hope less paper and books will be accumulated)!

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